Once I dreamed that I reached out to hold the sun, and what was evening warmth and noon heat at a distance was ravening fire close up, and my palms charred, and my hands burned and the flesh bubbled, and my hands and arms blackened and curled back on themselves, and in an instant of terrible but detached pain the sun consumed me and I floated deep within it, a charred and misshaped lump of vestigal unburnable coal.

And within the sun a troupe of dancing fire sprites found me, and rubbed up against me with their burning voluptuous bodies, and stroked me and tried to turn me into something that I was not. But when everything exterior was burned and rubbed away, and all that was left to house me was a smooth black sphere floating in the heart of the sun, then just for a moment as I awakened it seemed that I knew peace.
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