Marta holds the long black-handled knife loosely, letting
the sharp tip run over the skin of Anthony's back.
The boy is on his stomach on the bed, naked and sated,
conscious but utterly immobile on the damp sheets.
Marta wonders if he would move if she pressed the
metal harder into him.
Outside the window, a seagull screams; the sound is
the cry of a hungry baby.
The water slaps at the shore, and the tiny shellfish that
cling to the stone at the waterline open and close their
mouths and drink deleriously, as they do every moment
of their lives.
Marta points the knife toward herself, runs it up her arm,
across her shoulder, to the top of her right breast.
She presses the point against her skin a little harder,
a little harder, and
though the pressure is gradual
the pain is sudden.
It is a tiny cut, and the drop of blood that
wells up clings to the surface and dries as she watches,
not flowing down her skin or staining the sheets.